thinking and thinking, just cant stop thinking abt her...

YTD I WENT OFF AT 6PM,(USUAL TIME IS 6.30PM) AND I LEFT B4 THEM...I HAVE TO GO FOR DINNER AT CHOA CHU KANG PARK WITH MY FAMILY AND MY AUNTIES...I WALKED FROM THE CHOA CHU KANG MRT STATION AND I WALKED THE LONGER ROUTE,BUT NO CHOICE LAH,1ST TIME THERE...MY 4TH AUNTY ALWAYS EAT THERE AND SHE RECOMMENDED US TO GO...WELL THE FOOD WAS QUITE NICE,HAD A GREAT NIGHT THERE,AFT TAT,WENT HOME TO WATCH THE 9PM DRAMA...


30/1
WELL,TDY WOKE UP IN THE MORNING AND FOUND OUT TAT I GOT THE SMS FROM MOE,SAYING WAT GOT INTO THE MARINE OFFSHORE ENGINEERING COURSE IN ITE YISHUN...I WAS LIKE TOTALLY NO FEELING,AS I RMB ABT MY AMBITION JUST A FEW DAYS AGO AND THOUGHT TAT ITS LIKE TOTALLY NO LINK TO WAT I STUDYING...

AS USUAL,WASH UP AND TOOK A BATH,STYLE MY HAIR AND OFF TO WORK...I M HERE TO BLOG WHILE WORKING AS THE BOSSES ARE CURRENTLY IN A MEETING RITE NOW AND I OSO VERY FREE.

HONESTLY I AGREE WITH PPL SAYING TAT WHEN U R FREE,U TEND TO THINK ABT THINGS U HAD DONE... FOR ME,DURING THESE FREE TIME,I TEND TO THINK ABT HER...THINKING ABT HOW I GET TO NOE HER,SPENDING 3 WEEKS THN GET TO NOE HER,AND HOW WE CONTACTED EACH OTHER,EVERYDAY WITHOUT FAIL BUT AFT MY O',THINGS CHANGED TOTALLY...BUT I NOE THOSE PPL WHO ARE CLOSE TO ME OR HEARD B4 ME TELLING OVER THE FONE NOE WHO IM SAYING AND I NOE TAT SHE WILL BE HERE TOO...

ALL THE BANKING STAFF WILL BE ON LEAVE TILL NEX WEEK,AND CALVIN ARE 1 OF THEM...AND I THOUGHT THERE WILL BE NO PPL BUYING FOOD FOR ME LE,BUT THANKS TO SHEILA,SHE HELPED ME FOR LIKE DAYS...I NOE U WILL BE HERE...THANKS ARH...AND DUN ALWAYS SAE WAT I PLAYING MAHJONG,I M DOING MY "REPORT"...(AS IF SO MANY REPORTS FOR ME TO DO...)

THIS IS FOR THE GIRL,I NOE U SHLD NOE WHO IM SAYING,COS ITS LIKE VERY UNIQUE AS I TOOK 3 WEEKS TO NOE U...AND I DUN THINK I NOE WAT I M SUPPOSE TO DO TO LIKE GET BACK TO THE DAYS LIKE LAST TIME WE ALWAYS HAVE...U R LIKE TOTALLY LOST?NV SEE U ONLINE,NO NEWS OR LIKE ANYTHING HEARD OR SEEN FROM U...AND EACH TIME I LISTENED TO 说好的幸福呢 and 下雨天,I WOULD THINK ABT U,THE DAYS WE STILL IN CONTACT,AS BECAUSE OF U,I NOE THESE SONGS...BUT AFT ALL I NOE I CAN DO NTH TO LIKE GO BACK TO THOSE DAYS...AND I STILL HAVE FEEL FOR U...BUT TO ME,A SIMPLE SMS WILL DO...

REPLY TAGS:CHUBB-I GO ITE YISHUN LOH...NO CHOICE,I DID BADLY...



U R ALWAYS ON MY MIND...HOPE U CAN COME CLOSER...

THANKS FOR READING...

KZ SIGNING OFF...^^...

Out with my ex-classmates...

SOME PICS WE TOOK...

TDY WENT TO MY MUM'S 2ND BRO HSE AT BUKIT BATOK,THN WENT TO HER 3RD SIS HSE AT TOA PAYOH...I HAD BOTH MY LUNCH AND DINNER THERE...I LEFT HER PLACE AT 5.45PM TO GO TO AMK HUB TO MEET WITH DANIEL YUSUF AND SHU YI AND WE WENT FOR ONG BAK 2...TO ME I RATE THE SHOW 50/100,THE FIGHTING WAS NICE AND THE KILLING WAS NICE,THE STORY WAS EASY TO UNDERSTAND BUT WAT I CAN SAY WAS THE ENDING SUX...I GAVE THIS RATE AS THE SHOW DID NOT SHOW THE MAIN ACTOR BE TOGETHER WITH THE GAL HE LEFT MANY YEARS AGO...AND HE WAS LIKE GOT BEATTEN UP UNTIL VERY BADLY....

AFT THE SHOW,WENT TO WALK ARD AMK HUB,THN WE WENT FOR SUSHI AND THN TRAIN-ED HOME.WHEN WE ARE AT CCK STATION,WE ALL ALIGHT JUST TO TAKE PICS...=.=...COS WE DUN DARE TO TAKE ON THE TRAIN...HAHA...THE MOST FUNNY THING IS TAT ITS DANIEL'S BIRTHDAY AND ITS THE SAME AS MY MUM'S...HE JUST SIMPLY DUN BELIEVE ME =.=...AND EVERYTHINGS ARE ON MY AND SHU YI...

AND THE LATEST EPL NEWS-WBA 0-5 MAN UTD (BERBATOV,TEVEZ,VIDIC,C.RONALDO 2)
-WIGAN 1-1 LIVERPOOL
-CHELSEA 2-0 BORO
NOW MAN UTD LEAD THE TABLE BY 50 POINTS,STILL HAVE A GAME ON HAND,FOLLOWED BY THE BLUSE,CHELSEA WITH 48 POINTS AND LIVERPOOL WITH 48 POINTS.

REPLY TAGS:SAMANTHA-AIYA U NOE JIU HAO LOH,AND OSO WAT I SAY U OSO DUN BELIEVE ME,I REPLY TAGS ALL THE NAME OSO PUT CAPS LETTER DE...
:QI RUI-OF COS GOT LAH,NEW YEAR LEI...SEE WHEN GOT THN I JIO U LOH,THIS SATURDAY I GOT DEN LIAO...
:BENSON-LOL,TAT DAY JUST SAW U AT THE MRT STATION...AND OF COS THE SONG NICE LAH,I PUT DE LEI...

THINKING FROM NOW,IM KIND OF REGRETTED AS TAT DAY I NV JOIN MY COUSIN FRIENDS TO PLAY IN BETWEEN,I HAVE NOT ENOUGH $$ BUT IM QUITE LUCKY TAT I DID NOT PLAY AS THEY PLAY DAMN BIG,THEY 1 TIME CALL OUT IS $100 DE,AND I CAN SEE THE GAME IS LIKE GOT JINX LIKE TAT DE LOH,COS PPL KEEP TIO POST,THN HAVE TO PUT DOUBLE $$ INTO THE POOL...PERHAPS I WILL JOIN THEM IF THEY PLAY ON THIS SATURDAY...

I M WORKING NOW AND I THINK I BETTER GET BACK TO MY WORK...THANKS ALL FOR READING,HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEAD...

KZ SIGNING OFF...^^...

HAPPY CNY ^^

HAPPI CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE...

I HAD NOT BEEN BLOGGING FOR A FEW DAYS LE.ERM AFT THE REUNION DINNER TAT NITE,I HAD A DRINK AND OSO WATCHED THE CHANNEL TELECAST DE CONCERT IN TAIWAN.WELL,SLPT AT 3AM.THE NITE WAS QUITE A BAD ONE AS I WAS TROUBLED BY SOMEONE,KEEP ON SAYING SOMETHINGS TAT PISS ME OFF.

26/1,
I WOKE UP AT ARD 10 SMTH AND OFF TO MY AUNTY HSE TO VISIT MY GRANDFATHER AND OSO COLLECT ANG BAO.OFF TO MY BIG UNCLE AT 1.30PM AND REACHED THERE AT 2PM,LEFT HIS PLACE AT 3PM AND GO TO MY ANOTHER UNCLE PLACE.STARTED PLAYING MAHJONG ON 4 SMTH AND ENDED AT 7 SMTH.I LOST $10++...TT...BUT AFT MY DINNER,I JOINED MY COUSINS TO PLAY BLACKJACK,AND LOST ABT $10++.AFT TAT I FOLLOWED MY COUSINS TO GO TO HIS FRIEND'S PLACE TO CONTINUED GAMBLING,LEFT MY UNCLE'S PLACE ARD 10.45PM.OFF TO PLAY BLACKJACK TILL 3.30AM AND REACHED HOME 4AM.IT WAS A UNLUCKY DAY AS FOR THE DAY I LOST $38...TT...MAYBE TAT PERSON MAKE ME UNLUCKY???

27/1
I WOKE UP ARD 11AM,OFF TO MY FATHER'S BROTHER HSE AND HAD LUNCH THERE.THN OFF TO MY GRANDFATHER'S SIS HSE AND THN TO MY FATHER'S BROTHER'S HSE.STARTED PLAYING BLACKJACK AND I WAS THE BANKER WITH MY MUM AND WE DID NOT EVEN TOOK OUT A CENT AND WE WON $100++,SHIOK,COS I KEEP BLACKJACK-ING...
MY DAD WAS THERE PLAYING MAHJONG WITH HIS BROTHERS AND THEY PLAY DAMN BIG.THERES A ROUND TAT MY FATHER WANTS TO GO TO THE TOILET AND HE ASKED ME TO PLAY FOR HIM,I WAS LIKE VERY NERVOUS AND PLAYING VERY CAREFUL.BUT AFT ALL,I WON A 3 TAI AND ITS A SELF-DRAWN LOH.IT WAS A GREAT DAY FOR ME AS I WON ABT $50++,RECOVERED THE $$ I LOST ON 26/1.THE WHOLE DAY TAT PERSON DIDNT CONTACT ME,MAYBE TATS THE THINGS TAT DID NOT MAKE MI PISSED OFF AND MAKE MI SO LUCKY :)I HAD A GREAT DAY TDY,AND MAYBE TMR GOING FOR ONG BAK 2...

REPLY TAGS:JINZHU-OH OK,U TOO AND I ALRDY LINKED U LE =.=
:RAINER-NVM AFTALL U STILL GOT LINK ARH...YA SAME TO U...

KZ SIGNING OFF...^^...

BUSY DAY...

START FROM FRIDAY,I WAS HELPING MY MUM TO DO SOME SPRING CLEANING(I VERY GUAI RITE),WENT TO SHENG SHIONG AT TEN MILE JUNCTION.SPENT $70++,I INSISTED TAT I WILL PAY SO MY PARENTS LET ME PAY...


SATURDAY...
I CONTIUNE TO HELP MY PARENTS TO DO THE CLEAN UP BUT I WAS ALWAYS SKIVING,AFT 10 MINS I WENT TO PLAY COM,THN THEY YELLED AT ME SO I ACT ACT TO THINGS IN MY ROOM BUT I WAS PLAYING PSP...HAHA,LIFE LIKE "ZHI HAO" I NOE ONLY CALVIN AND WEI TECK UNDERSTANDS THIS...WENT OUT WITH MY PARENTS,I WENT TO BUY 3 SHIRTS FOR CNY,SPENT $73.AFT TAT,WENT DOWN TO TOA PAYOH TO FIND MY AUNTY AND UNCLE.THEY WERE THERE AT THE COFFEE SHOP DRINKING,HAD A GREAT NITE EVEN THOUGH I WAS THERE PSP-ING.THEY ORDERED LOTS OF STUFF TO EAT,WENT HOME AT 10.50PM,REACHED HOME AT 11.15PM.RESTED AND WATCH THE GUESS X3 SHOW TILL 1 PM AND OFF TO CATCH MAN UTD FA CUP 4TH ROUND AGAINST SPURS.IT WAS A VERY EXCITING IN THE 1ST HALF AS SPURS LEAD JUST IN THE 5TH MIN,A HEADING FROM PAVLYUCHENKO AND BEN FOSTER IS THERE LIKE A FOOL,LET THE BALL GO IN.BUT CANT BLAME HIM AS HIS JUST A NEW BIRD.BUT AT THE 35TH MINS,PAUL SCHOLES EQUALISE FOR MAN UTD AND 1 MIN LATER,DIMITAR BERBATOV SCORED AGAINST HIS OLD CLUB AND GIB MAN UTD A COME BACK.BUT NTH MUCH HAPPEN IN THE SCEOND HALF,C.RONALD PLAYED BUT IT SEEMS LIKE HE IS NOT PLAYING,DAMN LOUSY.AFT ALL,BERBATOV PLAYED REALLY GOOD.REACHED HOME AND SLEPT AT 4AM,WOKE UP AT 2.30PM AND STARTED TO CLEAN UP THE KITCHEN(VERY HARD WORKING)...TONIGHT HAVING A REUNION DINNER AT HOME,THANKS FOR READING THIS,WISH U A HAPPY NIU YEAR...MOO...MOO...

TO THOSE WHO THINK TAT I MUST ALWAYS ENTERTAIN THEM DE:I M BUSY SOMETIMES SO I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO REPLY U,DUN EVERYTIME THINK I MUST ENTERTAIN U,AND U DUN HAVE TO LIKE I HAVEN REPLY U,THN U JIU SEND ANOTHER SMS...I HAVE NO TIME FOR ALL THIS...AND I DUN THINK I SHALL CARE SUCH MATTER,I HAVE TO KEEP HAPPY AND NOT ANGRY AS I STILL NEED TO GAMBLE DE...

I MAY NOT BE ONLINE SO OFTEN DUNRING THIS PERIOD COS I MAY BE GAMBLING,GIB MI A CALL OR SMS IF U WAN LOOK FOR ME :)

REPLY TAGS:SAMANTHA-YA I ALWAYS SO BUSY DE LAH,U WAN SMS ME JIU SMS LOH,IF NTTHN DUN WAN LOH.U R ALWAYS LIKE TAT DE...HAIS....
:CP-PS LAH,HOW I NOE U FREE NOT AND BTW DUN SO LAME LAH,I OSO NV HEAR WAT RAMILY RAP B4...

KZ SIGNING OFF...^^...

CHANGED SONG AGAIN...

2ND BLOG OF THE DAY...I HAD NTH TO DO AND THOUGHT OF CHANGING THE SONG,FROM GUO JING DE ZHI DAO TO NE YO-CLOSER.GUO JING THE SONG ABIT TOO SAD LE,I NOW OSO NOT FEELING SO SAD FROM ANYTHING AND GETTING HAPPIER SO CHANGED THIS SONG.HERES THE LYRICS...

Closer, closer
Closer, closer

Turn the lights off in this place
And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don't know who you are

Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she's right there in my ear
Telling me
That she wants to

Own me
To control me
Come closer
Come closer

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

I can feel her on my skin
I can taste her on my tongue
She's the sweetest taste of sin
The more I get the more I want

She wants to own me
Come closer
She says, "Come closer"
Hey!

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

Come closer [7x]
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

Come Closer
Closer, closer
Closer, closer

Turn the lights off in this place
And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don't know who you are

Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she's right there in my ear
Telling me
That she wants to

Own me
To control me
Come closer
Come closer

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

I can feel her on my skin
I can taste her on my tongue
She's the sweetest taste of sin
The more I get the more I want

She wants to own me
Come closer
She says, "Come closer"
Hey!

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

Come closer [7x]
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

Come Closer
Closer, closer
Closer, closer

Turn the lights off in this place
And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don't know who you are

Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she's right there in my ear
Telling me
That she wants to

Own me
To control me
Come closer
Come closer

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

I can feel her on my skin
I can taste her on my tongue
She's the sweetest taste of sin
The more I get the more I want

She wants to own me
Come closer
She says, "Come closer"
Hey!

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

Come closer [7x]
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

Come Closer
Closer, closer
Closer, closer

Turn the lights off in this place
And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don't know who you are

Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she's right there in my ear
Telling me
That she wants to

Own me
To control me
Come closer
Come closer

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

I can feel her on my skin
I can taste her on my tongue
She's the sweetest taste of sin
The more I get the more I want

She wants to own me
Come closer
She says, "Come closer"
Hey!

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

Come closer [7x]
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo
I just can't stop nooooo

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop

And I just can't bring myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

And I just can't pull myself away
Under a spell I can't break
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop, I just can't stop
I just can't stop

Come Closer

KZ SIGNING OFF...^^...

contacted each other again... :)

I HAD NTH MUCH THINGS TO DO AT HOME SO JUST BLOG LOH.CALVIN IS DOWN WITH DUN NOE WAT F**KING INFECTION,MAKING ME WAN BUY CLOTHES OSO NO PPL ACCOMPANY.ANYWAY SMS-ED WITH HER FOR LIKE SINCE WEDNESDAY...

YTD I WORKED FOR HALF-DAY,REACHED OFFICE THN KNEW THEY GOT PUT 2 AD ON THE NEWSPAPER,I WAS LIKE DAMN FREAKING LAG AS STILL CANT COPE WITH THE SITUATION.COS MY DESK DE FONE AND THE COMPANY HP KEEP RINGING,MANY PPL KEEP COMING FOR INTERVIEW,I STILL HAVE TO DO MY THINGS...BUT STILL HAVE TO THANKS MY MANAGER FOR HELPING MY AS IM LIKE THE THOUSAND HANDS BUDDHA.BUT I STILL MANAGED TO FINISH EVERYTHING,SETTLE ALL JOKERS WHO CALL OR COME FOR INTERVIEW.REACHED HOME ARD 7 SMTH,STARTED WATCHING TV TILL 10,SLP AT 11 SMTH.

TDY I WOKE UP AT 10 SMTH BUT I WENT BACK TO SLP TILL 1.30PM,DAMN SHIOK LAH...PSP-ED FOR HOURS THN WENT FOR A HAIRCUT.I DUN THINK THERES ANYTHING MUCH LIAO LAH,THANKS FOR READING AND I M GOING TO HAVE MY DINNER AS MY MUM IS THERE NAGGING AT ME LIAO,I HAVE TO GO OUT WITH HER TO BUY THE CNY STUFF...

REPLY TAGS:WEI TECK-U CCB,WORK DUN WAN TO WORK STILL TAG ME.
:DAN-HAHA,I ASKED HER TO COME MY HSE...
:JIEXIN-OKOK,LINKED...
:JINZHU-OKOK,THANKS...
:EVELYIN-HAHA,MUST CHANGE TASTE DE MAH,OF COS NICE LAH,U MUST SEE WHO PUT THE MAH...HAHA
:GUESS WHO-OUH,THN I THINK U SHLD STOP SUPPORT ARSENAL TMR COS U WILL BE DYING TMR...HAHA...I NOE U R MR KRUL...
:SAMATHA-HAHA,THN WELCOME U LOH :)
:WEITECK-AIYA I NOE LAH,THAT 'OIL' TANK...HAHA...

OFF TO BUY CNY STUFF...
KZ SIGNING OFF...^^...

new song...

THIS IS THE 2ND TIME IM BLOGGING TDY,I JUS HAPPEN TO HAVE THE TIME TO CHANGE MY BLOG SONG FROM RIHANNA'S TAKE A BOW TO THIS SONG FROM GUO JING,SONG NAME IS ZHI DAO.ITS A NICE SONG,HAVE ALOT OF MEANING...HERE'S THE LYRICS...

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她一举一动你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我 却不在你的心中 逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我 总换不了你的 心动
你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一举一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我 却不在你的心中 逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我 总换不了你的 心动
我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有她多


HAPPI LISTENING...^^...

KZ SIGNING OFF...^^...

working day...

I DUN HAVE MUCH TIME TO BLOG YTD AS I SPENT MY TIME PLAYING GAMES.I REACHED HOME AT 7.30PM,HAD MY DINNER AND TOOK A BATH AND STARTED PLAYING TILL 10PM.I JOINED MY DAD TO WATCH THE KOREAN DRAMA ILJIMAE FINALE.IT WAS DAMN NICE LOH,THE VERY SKILFUL THIEF,HIS SKILL IS MUCH MORE BETTER THAN ZHI HAO AND WEI TECK...HAHA...I WENT TO SLP AT 11 AND INTENDED TO WATCH MAN UTD VS DERBY,THE CARLING CUP SEMI-FINAL.BUT WHEN I WOKE UP AT 3.45,I WAS TOO SLEEPY AND WENT BACK TO SLP.BUT WHEN I WOKE IN THE MORNING,I WATCHED THE NEWS AND KNEW TAT MAN UTD WON 4-2,(AGG 4-3) OFF TO THE FINAL...LUIS NANI,JOHN O'SHEA,TEVEZ AND C.RONALDO SCORED...BTW HAHAHAA,AS LIVERPOOL DROP POINTS AGAINST EVERTON IN THE LIVERPOOL DERBY AND ALL THANKS TO TIM CAHILL WITH HIS LATE EQUALISER...NOW THEY ARE LEVEL WITH MAN UTD BUT MAN UTD STILL HAVE 1 GAME IN HAND...SHIOK ARH...AFTALL,I DAMN LOOKING FORWARD THIS YEAR CNY BUT NOT TO SEE MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES AS THEY WILL 100% + TOK,ASK ABT MY RESULTS.DAMN IT...BUT I STILL HOPE THINGS CAN GET BETTER IN THE COMING LUNAR YEAR...HOPE I CAN MAKE SOME KILLINGS AT ALL THE GAMBLING DEN I GO...HAHA...

REPLY TAGS:♥ Þ Ù Я Þ Ł É ♥Þåĸí ĸùř-OUH SURE,U COME MY HSE AND I WILL TREAT YOU,I ANYTIME....HAHA ^^
:ROSELEN-LOL,LINKED AND BTW YR BLOG LOOKS DISGUSTING...
:XUEWEI-LOL?HI! ^^


I THINK TATS ENOUGH OF SKIVING,I BETTER GO BACK TO WORK.

KZ SIGNING OFF...^^...

A family day...

I was lazy to blog and i so i was late for days...on sunday,i went out to shop with my relatives for food and drinks for CNY...i was the one who paid for everything...the things cost me $80++ but i dun really mind as mostly the things i bought is choosen by me and i oso got my pay...aft the shooping,i wnet to have a dinner with my relatives,i treating them dinner which totalled up to $70++.I had agreed my aunties tat i will buy the dinner aft i got my pay and i must keep my words...had a great day out ^^...

On saturday nite,i went to watched Man utd match against Bolton.I got a bit fed up as they played quite lousy and missed alot.Perhaps Wayne Rooney nv didnt play and tats why they all are so off-form...But in the end,Man Utd still won bolton 1-0,Dimitar Berbatov scored the winning goal with a dive-header,passed from tevez.Tevez had alrdy fell down but he stood up again,just in time to pass such a nice goal...And now they are at the top of the table,leading the league ,leading liverpool by 1 point and 1 game on hand...i use this time to blog as i am free and oso nth much to do...but now i think i have to go back to my work now...


REPLY TAGS:BENSON-WHY?WE ARE THE LEADER NOW...
:PAMELA-HEY SIS,OKOK.U LINK ME OSO.THANKS ^^
:KIANYONG-WAH BRO U SAY UNTIL U VERY BUSY LIKE TAT LEI,I OSO VERY BUSY DE LEI,I STOPPED AT EP 2 ONLY...LOL,CNY I MORE BUSY,BUSY GAMBLING...HAHA
:♥ Þ Ù Я Þ Ł É ♥Þåĸí ĸùří-LOL,IT SEEMS LIKE U R THE ONE WHO IS BUSY.ACTUALLY I OSO QUITE BUSY LAH,I WORKING NOWADAYS,I CALLED U SOMETIME BUT U R LIKE BUSY,NV PICK UP...U CAN CALL ME OSO :),YA HOPE TO TALK TO U SOON ^^


KZ signing off...^^...

Normal day...

Tdy as usual,back to blogging.tdy dun have nth much to blog and oso no feeling of blogging but still have to...A normal day as usual but was bloddy busy after 3,as i was closing my courier,1 bloody person in my company keep wasting my time,making me doing many things.But i finished everything by 4.45pm and acted like working b4 the bosses left at ard 5.I played the big 2.5 with my managers again...thn i train-ed home together with calvin.Man Utd won Wigan 1-0,Wanye Rooney(my favourite player) scored just at the 1st minute.But he was sub my tevez at the 8th mins as he was hurt in a hamstring problem...news said tat he will be out for 3 weeks,omg how sad it was...T.T...anyway now they are 2nd in the league,leading chelsea by 2 and behind liverpool by 2 and had 1 game in hand...Nth much to talk abt le,just wan to turn in early tonite,to have a good long rest...I was looking forward to the 30th night if the lunar calendar as i will be having a reunion dinner with my family althought we had it almost everyday,but i can get to eat steamboat...I oso look forward to get red Packets from my elderly,play mahjong and blackjacks...these are my favourite things to do in new year...i just look forward to the NIU year and hope things can turn more smoothly for me...


REPYL TAGS:WEI TECK-stop all yr mission lah,its still early to turn back even though i noe tat u need $$ to become roberto...haha...

:KIANYONG-u watch quite fast le.aiya slowly watch loh,i oso only at the Heart of Greed series 2 de ep 2 only,i oso no time to watch,have to work...

kz signing off...^^

Feeling better alrd...

Tdy was a better day than ytd...worked as usual,and chatted wif many ppl in msn tdy.Gavin,xue wei,qi rui,jian ye,pek lian.All encouraged me to do better in my future and oso dun gib up.Thanks too all...Work ended at 6.30 as usual but i left my office only at 7.45pm,becos i played viwawa big 2.5 wit my managers,jasmin,victoria and henry.It was damn fun loh,i keep winning.Went home alone as calvin went home at ard 3 smth or 4 smth i not sure...His dad ask him to go dun noe where to buy furniture...and aftall,its COMMISSION BASED and can come and leave anytime they like,TAN WEI TECK oso dun noe on wat SPECIAL MISSIONS WITH HIS SHIFU,LOW ZHI HAO last night and tdy nv come to work oso.Damn bloody lazy slacker.Tonight i will turn in early as i will be going to watch Man utd match against Wigan.hope Man utd can win...

REPLY TAGS:JASMINE-ouh ok, thanks.Eee...u so thick-skinned.Rooney is better and more Man.
:LAD-lol?if MAN UTD won Chelsea by 1-0 thn i think u r rite,but its 3-0,Thrashing.
:Limin-ok,i feeling better liao lah.thanks bro.
:kianyong-ouh,ya true.and thanks.u gotta catch Heart of Greed series 1 and 2 its damn good.but have u finish yr Forensic heroes 2?
:Malik-oh thanks B-boy...

kz signing off...^^

Total sadness...

Disappointment








Tdy was a bad day for me,aft dissappointing day i had on monday 12/1,i went to work.
i was totally not in the mood of doing anything and the whole day was not smiling unless there are ppl ard.ppl asked abt my results and i was like very dissappointed and felt hopeless when i saw ppl all were doing well to get into a poly.Not only tat,ppl kept asking whether i got study or not and some even said i nv study.But the truth is tat i noe myself very well how hard i had studied but it was nt paid off...perharps i had not studied enough.I had not studied tat hard for before but it seems like no one believe me...T.T...I did blamed myself for getting such lousy results but i noe wats done cant be undone.

Wat i had intend to do was to TRY to look on the bright side as i noe tat lifes still goes on,the earth will still turn even if i had choose to give up.Nth and nobody will be willing to wait for me,i had to catch up with the time and ppl...my manager jasmin can see through me,noeing tat i was only lying tat im fine and nth wrong and she tried to help me but i just reject her...anyway i would like to say a big THANKS to those who had gave me their encouragement and support,i will try to...:)

REPLY TAGS:Evelyin--haha,u r right,ppl all like this song.i re-uploaded this song so tat u all can enjoy :)and ok i will de and i oso noe wat the best i had done.thanks :)
Jasmine--haha,i noe u rocks and i rocks oso,all Man Utd supporters oso rocks and c.ronaldo very gay loh.Rooney better.i will cheer up de,provided u cheer me up loh.haha :)
calvin--yeah bro linked and oso tagged.dun be se bei bei liao hoh...haha,i will scare de...
hang u--u r linked,link wo oso,thanks :)

kz signing off...

Total 100% shock...

Tdy is a early post,i dun think i have the mood to post at nite le...Got my results tdy,done wonderfully bad.Got 28 for my L1R2B2.Its so called expected but aftall still got shocked for having such bad results...Hais...But i managed to pass my maths,which is a subject tat i failed since sec 1...Wat i was angry abt is my dnt,tat boon cheok say until we will get good grades but in the end...

but aft noeing i had such bad results,i cant do anything but can only just continue my life.And wat i was happy about is tat Man UTD thrashed Chelsea 3-0,just behind them 1 points and 2 games in hands.Hope Man utd can win all the game in hand and they will top the table,letting liverpool to kiss their ass...Go Man Utd Go!!! And Rafael Benitez is so F**king jealous of the World Champion tat he keep on give those unwanted verbal attacks.
Tdy thn noe calvin had been discharged and he was there to collect his results too.
I realli had 2 great shock as Man Utd beaten Chelsea 3-0 at Old Trafford,(The Theatre Of Dreams) and oso i got such a bad results.I realli feel very ps loh when ppl got better results than me...Nth much to say,just disappointed in myself...

Reply tags:wei teck-Ouh thanks but useless lei...
celine-Ouh thanks for the link arh.erm im not happy with my results :(
jasmine-haha,finally.Erm ya i agree and u rocks too...haha.
jie xin-lol,u this passer-by.anyway welcome to my alien world adn hello...

kz signing off...

A usual sunday...but it will be a super sunday...

Woke up @ 1.30pm,had my lunch and used the com till 7.30pm.Stayed at home for the whole day,watched 溏心風暴之家好月圓 ep2,it was damn funny.i chatted with ppl in msn and as those who had been to my blog de,for some opinion which song among the 4 i had posted nicer ,(im so paid-akon,with you-chris brown,keep you much longer remix-akon or superstar-Lupe fiasco ft matthew santos) and the result is tat i asked 5 ppl and (with you-chris brown) got 100%.so i decided to upload this song again :)
Actually wan to ask wei teck out for ONG BAK 2 but i feel sian as tmr have to take my O'lvl results so i decided to stay at home...Hope i can have good results,can have a movie aft tat and oso a good NIU year,Mooo!!!
But aftall (wats done cant be undone)-told me by jie xin...wat i can do is to face the reality...But i think life must still go on,i will be off to watch the clash of the Titans-MAN UTD VS CHELSEA FC @ 0000hr.Glory Glory MAN U!!!Hope the champion can win this crucial match :)GO Man Utd GO!!!

boring day...

Tdy woke up at 8am,get everything ready and went off to do courier for my colleagues at nearby.Aft doing doing mine,i helped calvin to do his...Reached home ard 11 smth,had my lunch @ 1 smth,took a nap at 2smth to 5.30pm.
Aft i woke up,i started the 2nd series of the Heart of Greed,Moonlight Resonance(溏心風暴之家好月圓).Omg the 1st ep already make me feel angry but aftall its nice :)
Had my dinner @ 8pm and oso watch the Sheng shiong show,(seeing how ppl won $$ so easily).Started watching Aston villa match only @ 30mins of the 1st half,and the full time score was villa(2)-WBA(1) and villa is stil currently in top 4,leaving arsenal 5th.
Just finished the supper my dad bought for me and i started blogging for tdy.Aftall,i stay the whole day @ home using com.And now i going to watch how well arsenal is playing.2 more days to O'lvl results release...

kz signing off...

Gloomy day...

Early in the morning i did smth stupid,i had brought the brochure on the navy with mi to work and i put it at the pocket at the back.When i reached the platform of Gombak,i found out tat it had dropped.Damn it,stupid mi :( but luckily those things still can be found on their website.haha :)Reached office at 8.35,rushing to office and nv buy breakfast.Dun noe the bosses got wat thing,making me so busy.calvin early in the morning gave me 5 courier and more and more coming from him and others.i was damn busy.But when i was somehow free,i played viwawa's mahjong with one of my manager...haha,our tiles are damn lousy.
But even though i was having fun in the aftnoon,smth bad happen when i and my "bros" go home together.For the whole day i can notice tat calvin is very troubled and i try to ask him and he said nth wrong and act happy(like wat i always do).when we go home,he started listening to his songs and being EMO.But when we are on the way to TP mrt station,smth happened to calvin.He was knocked down by a motorbike and he was there lying at the side of the road.I called the ambulance immediately and i accompany him to SGH.But i had agreed to help one of my colleague to do courier and i rushed off aft he his father had arrived.Until now i still couldn't get to contact him,dun noe how is he doing and i hope he is alright.

Even though i helped my colleague to do courier at teck whye lane,i was still very worried abt him,keep on trying to reach him.

this is 1 day late...

8/1/2009,the whole day i m not thinking abt anything.just do wat i encountered.Manage to finish the whole series of forensic heroes 2,[finally].Ah teck tdy nv come work,dun noe wat he doing,maybe on mission with zhi hao.work ended at 6.30pm and calvin waited for me,but aft tat he was on the fone and its i who is waiting for him.We left the office at 07.30pm,something had happened to him and i can see hes damn F**king sad...even though we train-ed home together,its like we are alone as we didi not talk.i wan to leave him alone so i listen to my RnB.
when i reach home,i went to open the letter box and to my surprise theres a letter from the NAVY.They allowed me to "sign-on" with them and they will pay for my "poly/ite" fees and will oso gib mi allowance every mth.i was thinking very hard and feeling confused as i dun noe whether to sign with thm or not.its like a bit disappointing as its not from the air-force.what im afraid is tat i dun noe whether wat course i have to take for my school if i can go tp poly in order to get ready for the job.but aftall,the most important is still the results tat will be out on 12/1/2009.which is nex monday!!!

very boring day...

tdy went to work alone.calvin dun noe wat happen.dun noe is (fever,headache,leg pain or stomachache).tdy very sian but still managed to watch ep28 of the forensic heroes 2.today thn i noe the confirmed date to collect my O'lvl results.its 12/1/09,which is nex monday.its was like damn f**king fast loh.i m super nervous and scared,hope i can get a good result,below 20 and can get a course into a poly :)
Aft work,went home alone as wei teck went home at 4pm,damn shiok loh.im speechless liao,i very tired liao.think tats all for the day...


kz signing off...
TO ALL:dun miss me too much,if u miss me,can gib mi a call,sms or can tag here.

woke up happily but mins later,nt anymore...

tdy same thing,woke up at 6.45am but feel like slping a while more but i heard my fone vibrated.i saw and was kind of like surprised,dun noe whether shld be happy or nt.she replied mi!(even though its was like late for dun noe how long...) sms with her and thn everything stop aft i knew smthing good for her but nt for me.Dressed up and off to meet calvin at Gombak to tp.start work,doing all my reports but i managed to finish ep27 of the forensic heroes2.but when its 6pm,wei teck and calvin off 1st and left me alone to go home at 6.30pm(they damn GOOD loh,ps me) but bo bian so i trained home alone loh but luvkily i got my rnb with me.Reach home just in time for dinner wit my parents.start using com at 9pm and started setting tatics and formations for my team->manchester city in soccermanager,i oso going ard linking ppl.nth much left,going to have a slp...

kz signing off(slping soon)...

a life begins...

woke up at 6.45am,off to meet calvin("bro") at gombak mrt station...the train was damn crowded.reached tp at 8.15am,went off to buy our usual breakfast and went to office.Tdy ju was earlier than me,resulting i dun have to open the door.start work at 8.35am...

My work ended at 6.30pm.have to thanks wei teck for waiting for me to go home together and for calvin,he went home early...ps us.Reach home and finished everything and got online,i saw shu yi and he agree to help me with this blog thinggy.thanks alot man,u r realli damn good loh :) Even though its the little nonya finale,i nv watch but just only listen to the opening song as its nice...thn i went to slp at 11pm...